heyy im backk :D :D
i know y'all miss me right, hehehe

anyways, i really had a good time in manila
i like their nursing education system whereby
they reached out to less fortunate communities
i gotta salute them :D :D

yuupp, there were turbulances in the airplane
luckily, singapore airplanes are strong
if not, we will be flying with the wind
*touchwood touchwood

i made many great friends
people like syirah, ezzan, farhanah and etc.
it also brought me closer to my kickass schoolmates
people like gaya, shakhilla, faezah, siok ying, shaha and etc.
not forgetting, the manila people who are so friendly and nice
I LOVE THEM TIMES INFINITY!

here are the minority of the pictures i stole from facebook
and my handphone pictures have yet to be uploaded
okayy till next time. have a good day!

ohh, and i love fahmy! random, i know ;P

heyy hello, yes its been ages since i blog

it has been a roller coaster ride
but im happy and contented with what i have now
theres my sister, fahmy, shiela, nadia and everyone
though theres someone missing, im gonna be positive

hope she'll come back to me cause everyth takes time

so, if i havent been texting you or anyth
here im gonna say it, like everyone does

to my family and friends,selamat hari raye. maaf zahir batin
if i have been an irrinoying pest this year, i hope you'll forgive me
human make mistakes and im not perfect. do correct me in future
i hope this raye will be a fruitful one for y'all :)
& sincerely, im asking y'all to forgive me. assalamualaikum

anyways, first day of raya was a nice one
though th heels killed my legs by nightime, hehh
i love my family. they make me the happiest person on earth
second day of raye was spent visiting fahmy's relative with his family
pictures are with his cousin so yeahh, sorry :)

okay im tired typing, let the picture do the talking :)
handphone pictures will be up soon, abit only la

before raye; outing with family & with sis and friend

SELAMAT HARI RAYA DAY 2009 :)

as you can see, i like to show off my big ring
but no its not made of diamond. only 3.90$
hehehehe, so much for showing off ehh

mummy asked, "biler fahmy nak datang"
:):):)

im doing my case study now, but i need a breakk

oh and btw, today sucks a hell lot!
my family and fahmy are driving me mad
but im kinda okay cause no one dare to disturb me now :}

( i wanna go out with gaya and shasha tmr, period!
you suck today! dah dah taknak gaduh, bye! i still love you )

im so happy that attachment gonna end in like 4 days time
yay yay yay! lepastu raye then id go manila, wheeee
omgosh cant believe im having happy thoughts

ohh, outing with yash and syazwan is perfect
and comex-ing with fahmy and his family is awesome
God is good all the time and all the time, God is good

Amin:)

okayy, my 2nd post for the dayy
to make it up to my readers, step popular gitu

on a brighter note,
ive meet up with girlfs and guyf for buke
and ive been seeing my favourite girls everyday
i also have been catching with with the family members
nonetheless, fahmy has always been making me happy :):)

attachment was a breeze, no problemo
i cant wait for raye and my manila trip wheee

okayy let the pictures do the talking
sugadreams peeepurrrll !

okayy, the image uploader is going bonkers
shall stop, dah stress stress stress

fahmy's mom ask,
"elyia tak tau cakap melayu eh. selalu inggeris"
hahahaha 0.o

sugadreams babies! :)

heyy, i know i havent been blogging for quite some time
but i was really really really busy due to attachment
yes theres attachment tmr but someth's in my mind
if i never let it out, id never feel at ease and id turn crazy

yes, its my BEST FRIEND. my very close friend, sister
i dont care anymore cause you guys should know, ive no ego
or should i say the least ego or pride of that matter

firstly, i wanna say this
FUCK YOU HARRIS ABDULLAH! FUCK FUCK FUCK
yes, i have my limits. but no matter how much youve done,
i still believe youre a good man. i still choose to believe this
the way you takecare of your family, it just shows the kind of heart you have.

okay now i feel better

thing is, i dont know why you choose to believe him
instead of confronting me and talk things out, you choose to remain silent
i know you well, you dont like thrashing things out and say it openly
but at least to me? i feel really hurt. the painful thing is that,
you rather let go of your friendship with me and believe a stranger? no?
wow, years to hours. not much comparison. you killed me babe

havent i been honest to you all the time, i promise. ALL THE TIME
tell me what now. whaaaaat. i cant take this no more
youre just someone i dont and never wanna lose
(yes, i havent accept reality yet)

it saddens me somehow when my bestf doesnt talk to me
i know the reason, but no, i dont feel the justice
everyone said to me that one day the truth will surface
but no, I DONT WANT HER TO LEAVE ME. YES NO WAY!
what do i gain having her? i dont look at benefits
shes just someone that i like to laugh, gossip and do everyth with

yes many tried consoling me
even some questioned why i cry

i feel like shit. honestly, s-h-i-t. spell that out

if you happen to read this, here im saying what i feel
cause i cant contact you through phone or any other way
but if you still insist on your way, then ive got nothing to say

just so you know, i always treasure you more than fahmy

was talking on the phone with fahmy
usually we will end off in a bad note, i know right
but today, he made me smile so widely

me: fahmy, you not working next thursday and friday right
fahmy: you sure not, count again. when's the first?
me: 1st sept on tues *started counting* yes, you off on thurs and fri
fahmy: i start office hour again next month so no more off
me: haiiya, i thought you can cook for me. i no money to buke. afternoon shift
fahmy: aww so sadd.
me: nevermind la. i cook egg and rice then eat at work *sad face*
fahmy: mm, i take off on thurs and friday la. i cook food for you kayy
me: omgosh really! you cook for me? yayy okok, thanks B
fahmy: yes, what time i gotta meet you then?
me: mm near buke time arr, my break. you eating with me?
fahmy: mm see first how ahh
me: at ttsh tauu, not cgh
fahmy: really? only 5 mins from my house. i fetch you also kayy
me: *jumps with joy*

hahaha, thanks fahmy bin yahya

vs

yes, and obviously that makcik won la
i dont know why but i think she has a thing for balls
ahahah okay i dont understand what im talking myself

so yeahh, she satisfied my heart (chey chey mcm faham)
cause ive been wanting to bowl for soo long
thanks baby! xoxo

and then we slacked around tampines
sat at macD and talk talk talk, as usual
my mouth cant stop. motormouth ayeee :)

out to geylang with the bestbudds tmr
i miss them muchh :D

heyy, so ive decided to shift:)

im kinda all stressed out right now
cause my loved ones are MIA

like yashinee who has ever been so close to me
i know she has her reasons for being busy
but i miss those days we just hang around
sitting at random places, doing stupid stuff and waited till sunset

i also miss the boyy, i sure do
i miss those missed call and text overload
honestly i dont think i deserve to be treated this way
i need him here with me, i feel really lonely at times

on brighter note, i do have friends that i could count on
those who are there for me always, making me high
seeing their faces do brighten me up, no kidding
i love them times infinity. seriously seriously :D

first post alr emo, apeda
at least i end it in a light note
till then, hello world:):)